karakostas, dimitri: you in 3.5 because of me, i completely 5

ok can you hear me ok so if i put the time out to actually can

record pretty well it sounds like ok.. i had so ship so i went and i

picked up one of the two books i needed which probably is a book

they need more anyways i still haven’t really eaten yoghurt that was

placed in front of me this morning just did not seem to be interesting

to me i’m just realizing that occurred in the stall in these

headphones him and that makes me laugh oh i wonder if i keep

drinking if i will end up looking like george soros i wonder if that’s

a possibility. i put down this project couple weeks ago because i

think i was just too depressed i didn’t want to really do anything

i stopped reading i was just kind of going to the waves of barely

living with us today i kind of feel a bit out of spite revival a bit

more focussed but still like him i’m sure of my genuine intentions

with this amazon and things i realize that there’s a lot of side work

that i need to do like more administrative things like updating my

website and sending out emails and press releases and getting in

touch with publishers again but i feel so defeated that i don’t even

know why am doing anything i just want someone to come to me

i suppose. i spilled my coff ee on my hand walking up duff erin and

trying not to get on my white sweater i liked out my jeans instead i

also realize that me doing this and to headphones or something or

to the pile of makes me look a little less crazy even though technically

talking to nobody but myself again so i have to pick up green

onions and annoyed ago i don’t want to go back to my neighbourhood

just yet i kind of was hoping to get a little bit of free time in

ok? yeah crazy. i realize and keeping my head down and not looking

at anything i’m walking through i am defi nitely defi nitely hungry

been listening to the same three songs on repeat for the past

four days. as far as this transcription project as i realize i defi nitely

am going to need to buy a power bank heard over the bullshit is

whatever mobile power source for this iphone because even though

i had only purchase this iphone 8 maybe six months ago the battery

life is absolute trash because i’m fucking constantly using it as a nut

case. there’s got to be away to where i can keep a google document

or an apple know it constantly updated i can real time i had better

date on the letter must be a way to do that probably contact somebody

i can call. so i haven’t smoked in 24 hours i have a drink and

just over at 7:35 only thing that’s changed is it feels like my nose is

constantly bleeding.

give me a batch of the clips in and just relax have a short looking

for coupons and can help us build it up and fi ll in for me was

wearing clothes by pacsun instead i’m looking around for a quick

cigarettes or have him by name at work smarter and the paperwork

for the kids seem to reconcile between the two and standing on the

shady side of the street with the big people to be eddie constantine.

do you member when we ordered new bike with you sunday and

can you pick me up thanks though package still here.

are the time when we saw saw saw the homeless handling means

and let live in poteau drive time and it was given the movies we

could be still giving the baby while we had our weekly more expensive

than necessary if you could let makes me feel pretty guilty.

maybe every time i feel like having a cigarette i will just mean even

right now i feel very good at math is no smoke and i just don’t

smoke i don’t smoke indoors and i think that would be ok but i

will even if i just want to go outside just following up everything

and also i should probably stop putting so many books that would

probably be fi ne.

they call soon babe real place that is close to the fl exeril which is

even more hungry can you take some time to take it they will not

give him a warning is it weird that i like in albany so if anything

now it is almost 4 and i can’t see fi gure out what to do to resolve

this problem in this.

good. places with you ok if we fi x that had nothing to do with him

not sure if it. what to eat when i gave her myself i can’t even have

a date yet because the pizza places in the area and i accomplished

was three movies at the video store.

when you think of it it is the releases receive a reply from robin i

suppose that’s really interesting sometimes that could be a simple

everything is in the hands.

you sit at the bar so you have someone’s attention immediately if

you need it.

so now the report shelves i believe we can make reasonable actual

house the plan is to make the outside studio actually make sense of

the word space even if it is just for i should probably do some sleep

this week i have a need to fi nish if you paid so if i can get rid of

some of that stuff you said i should also that’s need to get coach at

macomb to pay back cash from trip today tomorrow and the dish

rack in the report and it said people can get personal reason i’m not

to. i could text you now i’m on my way and i think i want to him

down then ok i need to. but i can only stay for one drink because i

need to get a map. i need to text and tell him i’m on my way but i

can only stay for one drink and then put it in because i have to be

on site at 9 o’clock i really want to get that shit done and hopefully

get to our room to get them after the course of the next two shells.

i need to fi gure it it! it is this and i guess it is what it is minnesota

at disney with the kids if there isn’t one. let me know if that car

accident.

and so i am glad to be back in activity where is the active even

imessage

i’m checking to see where i stop thinking we could anybody not

have any interest to ready ok picture i don’t know it’s hard to do

next service second to long

i’m always thankful for a good period of restoration can you see the

agency to just use anything but do it faster than everybody else the

bookstore with her not fi nd anything else beyond it’s a good wife is

my blood coming from his off all of the things i cannot and i have

become more important now i get to be completely alone especially

since i stopped listening to music on my walks again the kids started

to do years ago probably

but now i’m excited to get back to work with her working at the

bar were actually fi nished everything possible and for real i ate the

luxury of being alone is 142 is long as i don’t think the city i’m also

quite a future for me too so it’s not for anything other than a good

understanding of where i belong in the home i know that has to be

in some otherwise my guy is hard to hide it academics

it’s kind of a mess i have a second. i can go to the city and suburban

it’s always more accurately report and christophers where is the

school directly to the monetary fi ve.

73. if after

if you can take me to look at it but i wanted to see if it was

me and my neighbours facebook can you at least something i will

have to address it with the curtain call david tonight i will plan to

do so we’ll just have to see

probably somewhere someone maybe 50 but when i think about

it and read it that number makes sense for how i think better very

reasonable heist

reminder. very good days for a few hours so that is ok that idea has

crossed my mind if it’s not useful it’s still worth doing

bury those keys the really old ones you had this idea about before

quit smoking dope and facebook we can go and not smoking part

and it would’ve been with her since i am too? and is it is taking a

glass of wine or having hot heat have become increasingly diffi cult

because they’re the obvious that you will follow up and see

i am walking to work taking the usual route which are usually take

a little extra despite dropping rocco work just a few hours ago

whether or not that will be welcomed visit we shall see you regardless

the cheshire is what counts

what are you up to in such a hurry why am i constantly pulling

over them into and i really that distracted and i release working

for what is happened and really trying to fi nd something that don’t

have access it if he does i’m just leaving work but if i fi nd it perhaps

not know maybe that’s what i’ve been doing this whole time

even walking with you and help you for an hour work shift but still

worth saying

yeah my sinuses are blocked by at least i know there’s a chance

could you edit it after taking two years to get fi red fi red two years

ago just makes me dizzy to see if i can i think about it next weekend

to maybe it was the one that i had to as a client at everybody

right now if i can help with think that maybe i’m ok because the

three it’s just it’s just a bunch of nothing really i’m quite aware of

the plan being more aware of it every time i walk

so the plan is is long as you can which i’ve made extra one by

mistake this long weekend at the beach perhaps go to the black

sea something natural products plus aware of the shoes on my feet

warm wear something else i don’t have a dress up for nothing i just

had to show up right beside dressing up showing up and if i just

show up and be worthwhile found something that was in the movie

will come together maybe that’s what it is maybe it is a movie

but the movie maybe that’s the thing that i need more distractions

and even his mouth to me. i’m not showing.

damn stomach hurts and i want to get to work late i can’t explain

practice everyone shorts are too short because of your lack lack

slow on my walk maybe that’s the problem my eyeballs do it they

want they don’t fuck with my grandma and maybe that’s the problem

it’s ok for me since i have my bike.

if today is a very nice sunny day the weather was driving usually a

bit sticky but the fl yers. have you had problems. hey i had to take

a diff erent obviously him taking things back to tel aviv for a few

hours and will get home i don’t think that this is going to be down

in the next little while so if i just push it off until until it’s ready yet

walking to the park yet until he gets off at fi ve. no the dogs are also

misunderstood.

i don’t know if it’s a step tracker mix with people living at her but

still i should look at what computer just to see like it was gonna

happen. thinking about fi nishing this record really starting to fi nish

the record for free second you going this couple weeks and i have

to recap on able to do computer stuff maybe monday because sitting

indoors for the next however many hours does it have work in

the computer right.

even though i try not to drink until the time he right i think that’s

a pisces offi ce fairly diffi cult if you can fi gure as long as i didn’t

think lots of water i’ll do that type bag still. it feels like one of the

things we’re not going to.

i guess it has to do with me tired just because i’ve had forever

everybody still think your morning at least half of the time because

of the wi-fi and why is that.

instead of doing any work when i get home i’m more likely to just

now jack off and then shower and watch californication something

because i love.

for the most qualifi ed job website i’ll be there original copy source

code and then add on the right side preps and solution view about

me being beaten up or something like that something pretty much

the same idea so what i’m thinking of his photo shopping works on

gallery walls as though it’s a pseudo-virtual space that would make

good sense

day two of being fairly sick and i’m extremely cold but i can’t seem

to fi gure out how to get anything dad should be using this time

wisely like doing something useful but i can’t seem to get my fucking

brain to work. even if i choose to be big i could still say this is

not a very good trip it wasn’t due there anything particular just was

an overwhelming very much i mean.

it’s been a rough couple days i’m not really sure what the specifi c

depression spiral head but i haven’t really been feeling to mentally

well i’m not really sure again at my place or by purpose more i work

the less i feel like i even have a purpose excited that i was think it’s

a shame when i think of will just be there to guide them to maintain

any sort of workload many of the people feel that way actually

can i think a lot of people feel that way were just there’s no way

to keep up like one day it’s all gonna catch up to me and then i’m

fucked. hello i just tried to do it i can’t like knocking to go ahead

and say that many better words for anything that i do basically

been feeling really harshly. pretty much over just to waste money

on food and booze and shoes and books and records and barely

paying my bills in between like i don’t even think that i had of that

excessively anymore and defi nitely did but now it’s more just like a

victim casualty. i think it’s a problem literally just in my head like

on this walk i realize how easy my wife actually games and then

knowing that makes me feel good works because i don’t understand

why i saw reserve the right to be so unhappy i have time i think

even though it’s been a rough week or so for me that they said only

get better from here i don’t know i guess he just have really tried

hard to not take myself too seriously and in doing so it makes sense

i don’t really take anything seriously. the past couple hours of been

pretty casual i tried to nap but i didn’t leave down cause my eyes for

30 minutes and i really sure if it’s a migraine or what but i deafl y

was not feeling good little bit better now i know it’s just because a

drink for beers and head for shots but she had a pretty fun night all

things considered today’s been ok.

this morning i have another hangover i really wish that i had eaten

there last night instead of just drinking had her for too long wait

for me really quick so i’m also kind of depressed about work so i

don’t know i guess my plan is i’m gonna go print off some copies

of this book and then she fucking called a punch of exclamation.

i have a fairly massive headache and sit on the couch and pretty

much do nothing if i can actually stay pissed ok because i want to

get too far so stupid fuck.

just a particular person i fell sleep to some lectures can’t talk playing

computer to the left of me in bed. i didn’t sleep very well. it’s

really super hot today i kind of messed around the house really

didn’t showers just way too busy because i forgot glad i didn’t take

into account for the weekend been making everybody come out

and throws so we switched places. a line cancel up to fi eld trip on

tuesday evening at actually doesn’t make me feel like anything.

it’s a fairly controlled situation no shots won’t mention of tequila

and a bottle wine it’s a very reasonable we said to go have another

drink so we go to school. we could go to swirly‘s seventh avenue

you tells me that name ethan that i’ve never heard of it sounds like

it’s defi nitely up my alley i am i saw some of the books from the

book that i deathly don’t need but i don’t know why i wanted it just

happened. i really stupid idea go for a walk and get more just went

in her purse you were three at his clothes cause i just keep walking

so intense it’s also going to stop soon and we can cut the rain and

wind up with the measurements guinness. what back to you our

way we stopped at beaver for tonight and music shop nervy stop

one spot and have some time with you thing with this for so we

keep going towards washington you’re going to this week that is

better didn’t we go to super point instead then keep walking going

to play pool super drunk rid of stuff . . i have another buyer your

regular doctor and they are used to go there when i lived with go

there for fi lled and cheese so go there we have a nother drink leave

me to walk him in a while either just talk to alex fell sleep.

wake up i’m over fuck around the house everything is ready i

literally waste kind of nice. take to advil in a head of beverages. i

took alex for 30 minutes or so and really just kill time on instagram

thing for at least three hours trying to decide if i’m gonna

work for us of money fuck off for a while. can i eat a handful of

radishes i have to look at the bed last night. take a shower kind a

day which kills my hangover pretty much right away. since i can’t

decide whether not gonna work i want to be there all day i kind of

except i don’t busy don’t want to do that. who said i’m gonna take a

walk and grab some food somewhere because i can’t decide what i

want and i want something easy as you have that fucking meeting

tomorrow morning it’s kind of put me at my work schedule but i

guess if i plans for a few extra hours.

i decide to leave the house and i tried to change up my usual habits

so i don’t stop and get coff ee before the server lock is that i pick

it up halfway through i going to starbucks and order a venti caramel

maki otto and i get the name alex because you know call me

by your name as funny thing and i go to the bookstore and get it

back so quick at four bucks because i’m not fi nished with you guys

or this week. feeling actually they killed walking into anything

but feeling really guilty even though i haven’t eaten except for this

morning i suppose i deserve actually a decent. not sure why i feel

so healthy but it defi nitely the very good mood a bit of fucking self

but i think the point where hopefully to three hours that would be

an ideal situation. so nicely.

in the book donation bin if i had two really great ha ha paris books

just take the title page from because i think that’s even better than

never it’s very good.

i realize this point in time. and i specially if they work really easy

on the schedule moving this downtime privately yes i do and i’m in

fucking read and send it to you actually think doing the sink. you

i think train or threatening maybe i will just won’t go out tonight

i’ll just stand if i spend eight hours today six till 603 maybe they’ll

make sense. i decided not to order it soon i’m just gonna focus

more on getting some food in and charging the phone and doing

this and sitting at. i think it’s been on spadina in a long time and

want to grab the fucking slow tourists and get mine fi lled in the

city now. leave at 3 pm else walking more sense because they said i

wanted. i have mentioned read about 50 pages which is 50% off so

my lunch is at 5 instead of noon so. i’m not sure if it was enjoyable

and i drink even one drink however i did smoke all my cigarettes

which is annoying. the kids that’s me and says my shoes nice to

respond and the absolute silence. i am now walking back home and

unless i end up stopping and play changing my plans and means

i’m still on schedule for the rest of my day. i know that i should

stop by the grocery store and i walk home i took a stupid route

back home which makes me think he pulled everything i needed

to do i don’t know why i think i want to check if it’s her that they

were busy clothes which doesn’t help that means.

i don’t know if i’ve been noticing anything i haven’t already seen

which means it is experiment is failed or if i just am already to my

fi rst problem where actually thought about walking through the

neighborhood that i don’t like him and that’s where the media

would life be something good for whatever reason i haven’t done

that yet which leads me to think i should pursue these on the days

before work this coming week which provided if i fi nish my work

in the next few days that will grant me that much. i stopped at the

convenient store and buy cigarettes in a battle even though i know

that caff eine is on the bad idea it probably is he told her and at this

point i feel like i’m being enough to where i can balances out right.

my feet hurt as of photos of my oversize nikes.

however i’m being honest with myself or do you want to see it and

keep reading i just don’t know how to keep reading through the

phone. i stop at the store and pick up two notaries records paris

in so i mean maybe that makes it ok but maybe that’s where i was

going at messages in but now i can simultaneously desire to do

everything at home. the sun is shining so bright and i can’t get you

off my mind.

ok to maybe fi nd a place that i want soon sometime i will walking

way from home as close to you towards the restaurant just move

bit of a mood. i can still do everything at home so get everything

done this a matter of staying up all night to do it which you can if

not what’s the song goes down easy for me to focus. when i’m on

my way to see me i’m out of the sections where i was i guess is a bit

more control chaos with you.

so i do end up seeing out but i don’t need it off which makes me

feel fucking useless i’m not gonna say it was in the time that i’m

certainly didn’t like it i don’t know how things are going to the

hospital now 8 o’clock and i just want to say pocket every day and

do something else but i also want to go home which is the most

emotionally and feelings because there has to be a happy medium

where i can work it’s the plane because nobody’s paying to do anything

at this point but i mean what else is there also my supposed

to do. i feel like i need to get it because i really just don’t have it to

you as soon meant really want want that referral for you to input i

also want to know what it is i’m sitting.

and i wake up around 11 which kind of makes me feel better

getting some sleep at least it’s been far too long really nice sleep i

guess even listening music at hilton it better i get up and talk to

alexa pregnant pregnant my pain is back in the face and it turns out

the sleep to do anything benefi cial to me. i forget that i had plans

to meet with billy for coff ee which we had agreed on

earlier but it slipped my mind wasn’t my schedule anyways time get

him a package of old books which i know he’d like. so now i’m on

the phone with lexi. i decide against her even though i know that

i’m acting so stupid and friends but after i get down and lock the

fuck of it further and i was initially thinking time to get back in

the coff ee which gives me the shakes pretty much right away we

talk about this introduce you send her problems running time and

then the mission chips that’s weird thing that you have your own

tv he’s doing. we walked back towards my place were stopping over

and i grab a slice of pizza. another 20 minutes or is it dinner today

catches this book down which is great. i get probably fi ve hours

of editing them 11 thankful for moment. and i was so sore more

more like a bucket asked. the book looks more complete now and

is being laid out in texas feels like it’s a real thing which is always

the hard part everything for me is changing it from the document

or preventative into the better format because i feel like some of

the stuff is lost in the in between the moments missing. so chapter

12 download and super bowl. we decide to meet for dinner around

8 o’clock and it was super popular always been a little late will be

working with him getting pretty easy a clock on saturday because

i don’t usually take saturdays off but now that it’s just thinking of

you don’t you want to have one. walking realize how few photos

are taken in the past few days pretty much nothing for them and i

guess nothing is been that interested in spending time just focus on

work and her otherwise just thinking seven working with probably

maybe this one for things that. meet us at the seventh. pretty much

fi ne i love you girls credibility he probably help we go back to his

house with the forms which other the whole day talking about

diff erent those things are enough for me to read done everything i

guess we can talk about those things.

even though i fell sleep super easy i wake up with no problems at

nine in the morning which i know is because the sun is pouring

into the bedroom window i wake up and then use the washroom

and i just kind of debate whether not to sleep but overall i close

curtains and end up falling back asleep another three hours. eventually

wake up air show testing makes building shaking from stupid

everyone’s round very close proximity makes me regret on my

september 11 jokes. i talk to alexa before i get out of bed and feel

very happy there i know she was very bothered and having diffi -

culty on this ok with her mom again. we talked about having kids

which feel like i want to be the norm now probably not biological

clock but because it makes the most sense sooner than later if we’re

thinking life span. makes me some people bring for tomorrow

much drinking which i am lucky to not be doing anymore. i sent

her a quick nude when i get off the phone shower.

i had a set of the work space in the house when i realized i have not

missed placed my pack of cigarettes. i am at my back together dismantle

everything by phone how true i’m fi ne sitting on the armrest

of the house. and fi gure out how to set up i go back out and

decide to work at the coff ee shop i change my mind about which

coff ee shop and going to end up further. couple my understanding

dropping off a package of books and classes with her be sold at a

laundry mat. however i do end up doing a reasonable amount of

work transcribing the last two notebooks and doing a good dent

on the last one and after the cereal done i fi gure that will offi cially

marked my end of this plagiarism fi ve unless of course i want to

add in the book it is in the 90s which i might just wait and push off

until the next project. after all this next project will include whatever

it is that i’m off now with me into my phone and ipad air transcribe

my words so maybe the next time that makes enough sense

for something else to. after saying it out loud i decided have guests

over after this next couple hours.

the bar something.

i waste literally the entire day fucking around the house calling out

boxes of the table organized put somethings on existing bonds but

really i know that some of the land up in the garbage and shuffl ed

into a diff erent closet. small bucket is involved in some of you i fi nd

that real one book that was looking for which i assume somebody

stole years ago. i don’t read it all. not necessarily still is. make a new

stack of books thanks for coming from ramsey with an answer few

months when on new project.

i cut out caff eine mostly make myself happy and have a good

mostly just to get the brain booster omega three things in my body

i probably drank half of it though. i do eat pretty much constantly

veggies snack and everything like that happens on the overall

better i didn’t end up getting the shakes at all today. i do you sugar

tremendously ice cream from next door kind of gives me a stomachache

but nowhere close feeling. i buy a lottery ticket i’m back on

the fi rst try tomorrow i win $10. i somehow a drink with the close

of the day and i guess half of a beer.

no problem realize. i’m going to get all even right.

i rate zero words today.

i wake up around the house i have have a cigarette and pretty much

right away and the wake me up so she screams at me for food. i try

to masturbate but can’t come. i check my emails get out of bed in

shower.

i have an appointment to get my haircut at 12:30 to richmond i

am 10 minutes late after getting longer and cigarettes steven is

waiting for me at the corner piece meal with a big smile we talk a

little bit about the absence of cartons no sleep both of us are kind

of zoned out. during the hurricane we talk about physical contact

and cursing i telling the book is coming along well with tells me

he’s kind of accomplishment. i will re-cut my hair short and then i

was gonna ask if it’s really really good shape and needed me to see

a client to go to the other guy by the coff ee shop but i’m glad that

we got to do it now save a bit of money. i hear pieces to take my

money he has he broke up with me but can i tell him i’m in amc

next week he had to back in $10 bill. we have a cigarette outside

just before i leave we talk about confi dence in writing he tells me

that he ran a bunch of ps i don’t know what to bring and things can

come tomorrow if you actually think i want to take ownership for it

we hug and i had walking east on dundas.

i planned on getting food at the place closer to close to the street

and change my life in the last minute also change i won’t have a

coff ee shop seems like i wanted something still a bit further i did

want to see close work then whatever i’m extremely sticky dimensions

are for today. i walked out it’s my adoptive parents café for

east college everywhere with no shade i’m not even positive i know

what i want to eat which is even more night. i’m i reach intelligence

and try to maneuver a very very sticky and never situation around

nothing grants reprieve from the humid dungeon my jeans.

pick up snacks for tennessee maybe that’s why i take this road this

route. i can’t decide i want to so i eat nothing. i have makes me

feel it would use little bit of a project i realize how far behind i am

completions own stuff starting practice and just start fi nishing. i

waste too much time talking stuff i was expecting i saw read 100

pages in my book.

i wake up around 10:30 but not very tired my alarm didn’t go off . i

said 25 minutes of tv probably get in the shower and dressed and

pack around and you have a job lunch. i can’t decide what worth

it to send to sam things for the past month and a half every some

time on my phone and i forget to do a few errands which i’m gonna

push off until tomorrow. we had talked about getting steaks for

breakfast yesterday so we plan to go to the pedal we decide to meet

outside my building where we well i waiting make to do list for

tomorrow which hopefully sounds reasonable.

we walk going self cleaning will be general john dimitri conversation

bothering him agreed that we had headaches pretty much all

the time. you said we have lunch? talk about diffi culties having at

work whether or not i mean side. after lunch can you do nothing.

i suggest we go get smoothies and then go to the bookstore there’s

nothing i’m really looking for though i end up fi nding a richer try

to get a book that i haven’t seen before in real life i put it back because

it’s 20 bucks too expensive for me drink my smoothie protein

has and it’s only gives me a stomachache. i decide when i get i will

research i still think that it’s an easy format copying brought again.

we separate we heading north to go to work don’t see anything 14

on my walk especially in harvard it does feel like it’s gonna rain

now. send imessage lexi each other her cooking chicken orange cat

party fl uff y crossed my feet doesn’t stay to be pet. i stopped into

one more record books were bumped into a friend and his daughter

she says it’s good to see you i can’t remember the last time i

saw her but she does she says that she saw me july 2011 before she

went to school i’m like ok very surprising fact. kids grew up so fast.

i am now totally back to you. i feel one drop of rain as i jay walk

towards. i consider stopping in to the library to spend an hour but

i change my mind i need to use the national washroom but i have

too much shame right now. i excellently snow now but the cover

from another. i have a cover this minute after accidentally deleting

it. a teenager has recently shaved up her eyebrows bikes past as me

on the sidewalk and i’ll schedule it for scowling locked eye contact.

catcher fl exion at myself in the glass and realize that my hair does

look really good yes steven didn’t very good job with his haircut

think it was too short and actually it’s really nice.